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notice the frequent updates?

that's just indicate how bored i am...

but it's a good thing in a way, that it gives me ample of time to gather my thoughts. thoughts that has been lingering around. expect more wordy post from me soon. hopefully not too wordy.

it also gives me time to... do some soul searching. i know what i want, but just wanna reaffirm it, so that it's more vivid and i just wanna make sure it's right when the time comes. nevertheless, as they say, nothing is 100% certain in life until it happens there and then. so, still taking baby steps to get there.

friends have been saying i'm rather quiet. well, i'm not always and haven't been the noisiest lot. always been those back-up/assistant, adding salt and sugar to a lame joke, or just breaking a tension in an unusal way, which has displease many parties. =)

indeed, it may be affected by the factors stated above. or it's just one of my transition period. transform to what? well, don't know yet. will see.



still lingering around