Thursday, August 28, 2008

observation...

sometimes.. when you're sitting alone in the corner of a shop, there are so many things to see and listen. basically, there are alot of things to observe. enough said.

sitting in front of me, there's this guy preaching bout Jesus to some guy, obviously this guy has many issues troubling him, probably finding someone to talk to?? i'm not sure whether that's the right word. but yea, he is looking for some light in the dark tunnel he walked into.
i wonder what that guy is going through, don't look like mid life crisis, cause takde white hair, and he is not married. issues that are boggling him till a point that he needs to see a pastor? or some guy who preaches teachings of god. anyway, hope he will go through whateva he is going through safely and without much of hassle.

at the far left, there's a family eating and drinking happily around the table. they are laughing while hearing bout what his son has to say. i'm assuming there's some funny incident happened in school earlier today.
i haven't had a outing with my family for a very long time. miss those days that we could sit down together and eat MacD. it won't be 5(my parents, 2 bros and me), surely some of us will be at somewhere, or not free to attend those outing.

behind me, there're a group of working people having their dinner together. interesting conversation, but just listen to parts and parcel of the conversation.
the group of working people, really funny. there's an indian and 2 malays in the group, the rest are chinese. why i say their conversation were funny, imagine chicken, monkeys and itik talking with each other. get the picture? why those animals. (chicken=chinese, monkeys=malays, itik=indians) if u still haven't get it. yea, lame. wateva. my point is, the chinese group is struggling to express themselves properly. my guess those chinese are chinese educated. like duh... (they were using english to converse). see, english really important, and my englandish... sad @.@ really need to buck up.

why so busy body rite. nothing better to do. was left stranded alone, cause someone forgot to call. probably not important, that's why totally forgot bout me.

anyway, i'm goin heading to mike's place to finish up the stupid LAN essay.


Sunday, August 24, 2008

forever and ever part 1

'Ken**** loves L**Y*** forever.'

'I love you forever, and never to be separate.'

'Your presence fill my every void that is been left unfilled for eternity, until you came along.'

such quotes... we often see it in movies, when the leading male actor woulds say such lovely things to the leading female actor. we read it in novels, where the writer type in words that would melt anyone who read it. we listen to songs where the lyrics just set u in an ambiance mood.

but do we mean it when we say it? at least, do u mean it? well, the question is more like does 'forever and ever' exits anymore in this modern, realistic days, where we are shadowed by wealth, power, and selfish desires.

'true love and forever and ever doesn't exist, it's just lies and it blinds us with words that makes u feel assure at that very moment. promises will always be broken.' and this is coming from a person who once belief in true love, and forever and ever.

it saddens when events occurs that literally crush one's dream. we get disappointed when things are not in line with the ones we heard in bedtime stories told by mommies and daddies when we were little.

and yet, time and time again, reality over-whelm our pure and innocent dreams. a dream that we try to pursue, with the belief system that has implanted into every cell, hoping that our childhood dream might just happen. that is until reality smack us right at our face. and slowly, we begun to lose hope, every cell in the body died with disappointment.

so, could we blame those who chose security over pure love? i think is fair to say that we couldn't.


http://www.remembrancestones.com/images/consumer_stone_love_forever.jpg

Thursday, August 21, 2008

rain

as the song is played on air,
'rain drops falling on my head...'
i started humming as the song goes on,
so happened it was raining as well.
i like rain.
they say rain is a sign of sadness, sorrow, and pain.
but i have enjoy much happier experiences under the rain,
and there are not so happy experiences as well.
i've jogged under the rain, training for upcoming competition,
i've played under the rain, with fellow 'gang' while i was little,
i've walked under the rain, with the ones i care and love,
i've cried under the rain, with my heart so heavy, i can barely take another step.
i like rain,
because it gives a sense of serene feeling,
when the wind blows, it sends cold shivers down the spine,
and it just gives me a calm feeling,
and somehow give us hope, that after every dark and heavy storm,
there would be sunshine and rainbow shinning down upon us.



Tuesday, August 19, 2008

am i really that scary? or am i too cool to talk to, too hot maybe??

but seriously... why are people so weird that they want to ask you something, or wanna get to know bout you. and there is always a third party involved. i mean, even small kids of 7, 8 years old have more balls (for guys) and more brave (for gals) than us grown ups. is it really that hard to ask a person for direction, or their names or whateva shit you want to know about... i mean is it really that hard?

ok, i can understand if you are not in the mood to talk or something, and you just push your friend forward to ask. but every freaking time?!? come on!!

it makes me feel like i'm an outcast, or there's a big f***ing scar on my face, that the sight is too unbearable for you to look at. am i really that horrible? or is it because i'm old, (as some of you claim) i know it is memang the fact. but still??

wtf is wrong with me? or you! that you can't just freaking ask or talk to me?!?!

fireworks

you know when during festive season, where fireworks are displayed almost everywhere. beautiful rite... take the most recent display shown in tv, where china lid up Beijing with fireworks across the games village. spectacular huh...

okok... indeed it's great. but we don't want to compare with them with the on-going event held in Putrajaya. their standard is beyond measurable compare with firework lid up here. they probably spend hundreds of millions doing their stuff, and the competition held here, probably hundreds of thousands.

cut the crap... i do suck in introducing an event and informing things.

anyway, there's a fireworks display held in Putrajaya. it's sorta competition between 4/5 countries. the next show will be show tmr, show time is 10pm. so, anyone interested? write in those reading my blog are invited. leave a comment to indicate u want to go. and will try to arrange something...

if takde... so be it la. =)

for more info on what's it bout: click here

Monday, August 18, 2008

dark knight part 2



watched Dark Knight for the second time.

1 word...





AWESOME!!


Sunday, August 17, 2008

jobs

below is just a couple of jobs that kept me busy for the past 2 weeks. kinda fun.. but tiring like hell.

warning: it'll be a very pictorial post. good for u, no need to read so much of my rantings. =)



Digi annual event cum annual dinner cum wateva they suppose to have. more than 400 participants.



building their defence for battle later on.




still building. d guy on the right of the pic (it's an a$$hole, he just can't stop scolding his colleagues) even games marshals pun marah. basically, the entire red team gave us game marshal shit load of trouble.



a hungry man is an angry man. white shirt: 'don't mess with me k, gimme my food!'



they say sports unite everyone; i say food brings us all together. see.. bersatu-padu gile.



ask u to work, u fool around. not pro at all!



they serve nandos, A&W, 1901 for lunch, and they have Tony Roma's and free flow of beer for dinner.



see what i mean, united when there's a feast.



Digi work environment. i love it. i heard that u don't have to wear formal to work. that's wat i like!



they even have a freaking water fall!!



Nural Milk Powder launching. face painting, or rather arm painting.



brand ambassodor, super-heroes and our agent.

basically, we just deal with kids. aloooott of kids. tiring, but it was really fun. btw, the MC sucks!

on going event, mystery shopper for a new ciggerates brand, Wind/ MiNe.

what i'm suppose to do??
just go into the shop, ask for a packet of ciggerates, if the owner or whoeva recommend the new brand, they will win prizes.



happy owners who won a handphone.



and so 'du lan' owner who thinks i cheated on them.

just admit that ur slow/retard/dumb or wateva it is, rather than scold the shit out of me. one look at my face also know that i don't smoke la. and i give hints like damn obvious. WRONG! is damn 7 obvious!!

Saturday, August 16, 2008

10 statements

was nominated by aili to write 10 statements...

1) i've been working non-stop for the past 2 and half weeks. seriously in need of a break.

2) mom says i'm getting fatter, but the matter of fact, i'm losing weight. =.=

3) i'm getting darker, as brown as my blog skin, maybe darker.

4) i'm still thinking whether i should take 5 or 6 subjects this coming semester.

5) i still haven't finish my book. =|

6) trying very hard to think of the next 4 statements.

7) my room is so messy, is like a garbage junk (minus the smelly/ gross/ horrible smell u smell from Kepong garbage centre)

8) last week i left RM11.59 in my account. the least amount of money ever! (once is enough)

9) i've been stuck in statement no.9 for the past 15 mins. oh ya, tmr is a rest day for me too!

10) suddenly there's more than 1 statement i want to put in... wat the hell! i'll just go for; hope chong wei will win a gold for m'sia.

that's bout it.... 10 statements. i don't know who reads my blog. so, not gonna nominate anyone. if nominate pun, don't know whether they'll do not. and i wouldn't want to kill ur brain cells. =)

Thursday, August 14, 2008

'then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free'

read it from my friend's facebook profile.... i think it's a quote from a bible.

hmm... from what i could interpret from it. truth hurts. and many of us don't want to accept the truth, sometimes, somewhere... i mean at any point in time. we humans, just like to avoid/hide the truth. people from the older days hide truth to save the kings pride, the higher monarchy, whoever that is involve just to cover whateva bad deeds they have sinned.

so y come up with a teaching that is not being practice since the time of christ. i'm assuming that those people during those time were more 'naive'? more well taught?? i don't know. they seems to follow more blindly than we think they were. otherwise, why would one man's command bring shivers down the spinal cord of every men in the court room, and backyard that is full of military soldiers waiting to receive order from the highest hierachy. are they just pure blunt? or they are just living in fear??

i think everyone have senses, don't tell me those people 5 thousands years ago, they don't. otherwise, how would they come up with a design or a thought that is so applicable that could last for hundreds of years. so, to say they don't, it's just pure plain from those critiques.

so back to the question, why we need to hide the truth?/ to tell 'white lies' to so call protect your love ones? or is it a cool thing to hide the truth from the people involved, so that it makes you more superior? because information holds an upper hand on those who doesn't.

imagine you are doing some under-ground experiement, and no one in the world knows, suddenly you just pop up from some hole and announce that you could heal some patients that diagnosed with AIDS. surely, u'll become powerful, because every party, every human race will come down on their knees begging for that cure.

okok.. not so exaggerate... coming back to the reality we face from our daily lives. government hiding facts and truths about the real thing. love ones that hide things from u. and if u know the truth, will that set you free??

for us people, i think most of us will just sulk in those situations, knowing the fact about the truth. the most amazing part is that we don't want to accept the truth, even though we know truth hurts us.

i think knowing the truth doesn't really set u free, but knowing the truth just teaching u to adapt to the situation at hand, and moving along and deciding what we should do next. truth memang hurts, and there's nothing much we can do. i would prefer u tell me right at my face, so i know what i've done wrong, probably it will hurt a lil... but what's there to lose right.

sorry to those who feel offended if i critque the bible or whatsoever. it's just solely my opinion. if u can't accept it, so be it. bah! if u wanna discuss bout it, boleh juga. =)

don't mess with the Zohan edit*



tiring day... was out the whole day. after work, came back to shower and was out again. went for a briefing, and then off to Cine-leisure to watch movie. baru sampai rumah (12.00 a.m).

Zohan was hilarious. it's a movie not much of a story line, if u wanna watch a movie just for the laugh of it, i suggest u watch it. it's something like Stephan Chow back in the old days. most of the scenes are kinda impossible. as i say, just the fun of it. don't wanna say much la.. spoliers nanti. so yea.. go watch it. if ur in a sad mood, emo, or just plain happy. it could make ur day even happier, or happy for that matter.

'Zohan not out yet wut...' as many of u might say.. yea memang not out yet in the cinema. wait till next week la. i went to watch the premiere. hee... (thx to WS) =)

tmr will be out the whole day again. -.- so 'bok' also don't know for wut...

and i realize this post kinda crap. sentences not complete, and takde flow langsung. aiks.. i write things memang no flow one la. dennng...


***
mooncake festival is coming up... surely there will be lanterns, chinese tea, and what's mooncake festival without mooncakes. my friend's company alias with tai thong restaurant. and manage to get a discount. i think around 30%. not bad rite. especially nowadays, the mooncakes are hella expensive.



i've ordered some. if ur interested, u can come over to my hse to makan mooncakes la... only 2 boxes. if u are kind enough, u can bring over urs, and we can share share la. =)

Monday, August 11, 2008

somethin in common??

would u like ur partner to be compatible? or would u like ur partner to have opposite taste from u? as they say opposite attracts. or something else other than stated above...

was just wondering... cuz just know yum cha with Mike and Mandy (yea, she can come out at nite! miracle!), and we were talking bout each other ideal partner would be, not from ur own perspective, but from ur friends, and people around u. what kinda person would match u as a person, and ur characteristic, and what not.

cuz some people like their parther to be totally opposite from them, be it personality wise, behavior, even the outlook of their partner. i got friends whom partner are just the other side of the coin from them, and they get along perfectly fine. and yet, some like their partner to be as similar as they could be possibly be. is best if they come out from the same 'brand' but different 'kilang'.

so, what do u think? which do u prefer?

i think i'll go for someone, who has something in common, not exactly similar, but just some aspect that we have in common. i wouldn't want the gal to be same as me, it will be boorrringg... i don't mind routine, but... imagine both of u think alike all the time. have the same taste, have the same personality, have the same EVERYTHING. siennya... maybe some of u can la, but not me. =)

Saturday, August 09, 2008

update

aiks.. i miss the 080808 posting date. *&^%$

anyway, was too tired to write anything yesterday. but i still went for games yesterday nite. call me siao. but my hands were just dreading to hold the racket. (not a stick)!! i missed out on the opening ceremony of the 29th Olympic in Beijing. aiks.. it sounded like i had the chance to enter the Bird Nest Stadium,... heh... what i mean was the tv program that was showing in astro. yea, i rahter play badminton, than watch this eventful day. especially some of my ancestors great great great grandchildren MIGHT be performing. maybe...

i've been working noon-stop for 2 weeks or more. hadn't had the time to really rest. first of, went to Singapore, but before that, was working in a roadshow. came back from the small lil island, was working again. last week was even better, 6 days straight back to back roadshows. then went down to JB for a couple of days. the next day start work again. phew.. finally get a chance to sleep peacefully on a beautiful saturday morning. heh

i haven't get the furnitures i saw in Ikea. =.= still waiting for money to roll in. how could if one day u went to the bank, and large amount of money suddenly appear in your account.

speaking of bank accounts. i have this friend who likes to show off. now and then, he likes to send me his bank account statements and credit card statements. i don't know what's the purpose of him doing so, but my guess is just to purely show off laa. what kinda of people does that?? i wonder... eh!! ain't i just found one, and he's my friend. =/

anyway, just a lil update on myself. those who say i'm emo-ing, actually i'm not. maybe for a couple of days few weeks ago. other than that, those other post were purely random thoughts contruct into a poem rhythm way. ^^ peace!

one more thing, let the games begin!! woohoo...

i type the entire post without my specs. if there's any typo, or things doesn't sound right to u, just bare with it la or go figure.. ciaoz!

Monday, August 04, 2008

why

why smile when your smile is not genuine,
why cry when no tears is rolling off your cheek,
why laugh when no jokes tickles you,
why sober when wine seems no effect,
why fall when no one's there to catch you.

Friday, August 01, 2008

miss

they say what you wish for, usually you'll get it.

i didn't wish for it... i think.

but still, i got it.

i think i miss you... that's why.

take care.