Monday, August 23, 2010

phase

i wish things would be better.
and i wish things could be better.
it's just a phase...
and it shall pass.

good things never last forever,
so as bad.
the darkest hours,
are just before the break of dawn.
don't frown because your chips are down,
smile because is an experience gain.





Thursday, August 19, 2010

it

After a while..


you don't know whether you're getting good at it, or you're just not up for it.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

pariah hilton

You know when you get to attend parties, social events? everyone seems to dress up, have fun, enjoying the food, booze. cuci mata abit and hopefully get lucky before the lights turn out?




socialite like Paris Hilton?



enjoy sumptuous food that you don't need to fork out a single cent.



drink till there's no tomorrow, while waking up to a person that you hardly remember his/her name.

I don't know bout you, but i don't really like this, especially dinners. specifically buffet dinners.
i have alot of this. i wouldn't hate it, it's just part of the job. i would prefer to chill at home, or yum cha with a few friends.

am i whinning? no. am i showing off? no. am i complaining? maybe a lil. i guess i just want to finish my drama of House season 5.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

M or H

Money or Happiness...

Choose one...

Sometimes i wonder is it really that hard to stick to one. Truth is, it's hard. It's not complex math or a chicken and egg thing. 'Content' would be a key word in between this 2 words that utterly have cause many disharmony. The constant struggle to strive for these ultimate 'thing', can cause a few added strands of white hair. We try to ignore... go with the flow... many other ways. Yet..
Fact is.. it's like that lah.. i also don't know what is the fact.

Monday, August 02, 2010

random thoughts... begin

it's so hard to pen down my thoughts these days. it's like a flip switch, "click" "click" "click"... or a hour glass, grains of sand flowing through that tiny pipe. each grain of sand represents a thought, and as it flows down that chimney, it's hard to keep track of as it reaches the bottom of the base. Accumulated, non-organize, scattered...

as i was going down the newsfeed of facebook. i saw an album, in that picture, there were a group of people. and i know most of them, wouldn't say we are close, just hi-bye friends. at one period of time, i was pretty close with some of them. i wonder what it takes to build that bond?

scrolling down... same for another group of friends. just hi-bye friends, used to sit in the same class room, side by side... looking at each other's answers during examination. apart from that, i wonder how did they went through those thick and thin periods.

envy? yea.. definitely.

mom used to tell me; 'you don't need many friends. a few good ones will do. as time goes by, the group will get smaller, everyone will be preoccupy with stuffs and family.' true enough.

well, i never really categorize my friends, as in 'your my buddy, your my best friend, your my no so close friend, hello hi-bye friends, bye bye hi-bye friends...' i'm glad and happy that some call me as their best friend, buddy... it's my honor to cross path with you.

sometimes.. i don't know how to categorize all these. what is a definition of a 'best friend'? a person whom you share everything, every single little nitty gritty stuff.

random thoughts... end