endless scrolls

just came back from Williams, ate alot.. n i'm stuffed. today finished another 2 papers, 4 down the drain, another 2 more to go. this is when everyone is throwing all their notes, and books. haihz... this is the consequences of taking so many subject.

don't know y, seems kinda moodless... although 4 toughest papers have been completed. guess i'm a lil bout my Ergo paper. did quite badly in my assignments and mid-terms. wonder i'l take another 6 subjects in 6th sem. will see...

been thinking alot bout... everything. my mind just wonders off in a snap of fingers. heck, i can even think of something else while i'm sitting for my paper today. damn it..
i've never been so hardworking... cuz i've always been a lazy brat. i'm too lazy to think, too lazy to move my fingers. heck, d laziness is kicking in RIGHT NOW!! i'm just lazy to type it out. thou many thoughts are swirling around in my brain.

it's been a tiring semester. 6 subjects, what do ya expect o... most of my friends take 4, oredi ask me to push them down the building. i'm not showing off... but, it's just something i thought of doing at the beginning of the semester. some of u might know the reasons, to some who doesn't. it's not important anymore.

a lecturer once say, a memory will vanished, an incident will be seen as nothing, an event is so small it seems insignificant, once something bigger, better, more beautiful happen, 'replacing' the memories that have been implanted in our neuro brain cells. (sorry for the many scientific terms ) =p to a certain extend it's true... but mostly, it's up to us lo, whether we want to 'reformat' the whole program. but usually, as us humans... won't do so... cuz there's attachment. attachments that is bound with emotions and feelings. i would say that is the strongest 'glue' on earth. and we live by it day by day... everyday... for the rest of our lives. we can't escape of it, unless we stay in some deserted island, with just few coconut trees hanging here and there.

hmm... don't know why suddenly talk bout this. but... yea. this couple of weeks have been listening to words and going places that i used to hear and visit. it use to trigger some sort of chain reaction. but funny yet weird, it didn't just now. =) in a way, things are looking more positive. things are getting better.

tired... tmr still need to work. monday still got paper. @.@ couple of more days, just couple of more days... berTAHAN!