endless scrolls

another normal day for me.. nth extraordinary events happened to me yet... no, i have not hit the million dollar jackpot. (*wish i could) just like any other normal day... shouldn't really be bloggin... but... i feel like sayin something.. but..

oh well...

i've been thinking alot lately.. many stuff.. u know, stuff that involve u as a person. how u wanna live your life. what u gonna be or do for the 5, 10, 20 years... all these questions keep running thru my head. like all the time. n i just can't help it. is it because of my age? i don't think so lor.. cuz i've been thinking this kinda stuff for as long i could rmb. do u? sometimes i see those kids on the streets, or college mates tat are so care-free, and nothing seems to bother them. sometime, i just wonder, y i can't be like them.

everyone knows that, we will be working after we graduated, unless u come from a well to do family, where everything, well.. not everything, but i would say most of the thing is being prepare for u by ur family. i'm talking bout inheritance, i'm talking bout businesses that ur family will pass down to u, eventually. for those who are not so fortunate, like me. will need to work a lil extra harder to get the life we want.

i believe that there's more to life than slogging for a 9-5 job for the next 30 odd years. i don't like the idea of working. running your own business is also consider working. but what other choice do we have, other than to work, to feed our tummy and patch the holes on the roof. we human have been rather conditioned as in work=money=lifestyle. but... i just don't really agree with the 'equation'. what's life, where u dont get to enjoy. *rephrase* wat's life, if you only get to enjoy when your 60 years old. but of cuz, there're others who can enjoy it... if they are... you don't need me to tell you rite.

so, yea... i believe there's more to life than life itself living on planet earth.

geezz.. am i just too lazy to move my sorry-fat-ass around to get the things i want. or... am i just thinking too much, and always want the easy way out. like i said, i just can't help it. heck, most of the time, i think too much, till i try to anticipate wat's gonna happen next. (if u ever get what i mean) at times, it's just so tiring, just the thought of 'hmm... if i done this, or said that, mayb the outcome would be different.' 'if i try this later, what am i gonna do next.' i don't know some of u go thru this. but i go thru this all, i mean like all the time. sometimes, i just think too far ahead... it's just crazy.

p/s: i'm talking bout life and all, rather than workload in uni life. i know i'm very laid back when it comes to work in uni. =p