just a sudden came thru me...
y do we have to hide our feelings and thoughts, n not let any1 figure it out?
could it be... tat we are afraid that people might explore the possibilities of hurting us? or everything will be fine when we put up a strong face, and letting go of the things that are bothering us?
yea.. i do argree that certain things need to be let go, but certain things we need to overcome it, no matter how hurtful the event is.
i got a fren. well... i could honestly say USED to be. he is a nice guy, USED to be very cheerful, 1 of our fren (in chinese v call. kai xin guo) always laughing. a gentleman. i USED to hang out with him very often. we would laugh n laugh non stop. he seems happy right, but what lays behind that face, that mind, we all wouldn't know. no one knows.
but lately he has change alot. he is alot more quiet, he starts avoiding ppl, or i could say, avoid our grp members and join other grps. i swear to god, i really don't know what happened to him. prolly is bcuz of a gal, n maybe is bcuz things happen in the past whereby he couldn't let go. i could only concluded this much, as he wouldn't open his golden mouth. if he did, just very brief .]
zzz.... i dont' know how to continue tis post. all i know is i'm puzzle with human characters, n what is goin thru their mind every min. n i'm gonna study psychology.
hahaha... am i really ready for tis course.