when you needed help the most, who can you turn to; your dad? your friend? or your foe? you'll be surprise sometimes your greatest enemy shows you the light.
it's hard to identify a problem, when sometimes i think there's none. denial mode? maybe. however, by not identify there isn't any problem at the first place; there wouldn't be any problem...in subsequent thoughts, problem doesn't exist. true? partially. suppression? probably.
i'm not asking anyone to agree with me. it's just a random thought.
it caught me thinking, when friends ask; 'are you ok?', 'is there a problem?'. if you know me, my usual response would be; 'i'm fine', 'no problem'.
am i strong, or am i covering it up? am i really that optimistic, or am i just plain ignorant? ignorant as in avoiding problems, throwing it way back to the cabinet of memory. honestly... i don't know.
i know i have to deal with situations if it's smack right at my face. implicitly... i can't get in touch with my inner self. i feel it's dark and scary, it send shivers down my spine just thinking bout it. yet, this is something i have to face.
in the end, i think i'm an avoider, fearful, ignorant son of a ______.
2 comments:
eh, do u know u indirectly scolding/putting ur mom down?
please edit the last few words.
thank you~
Hahaha, nice one joycy.
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