what if

what if i drive a lil slower...

what if i studied a lil bit more...

what if i be a lil more persistent...

what if you met your guy/gal of your dreams that is your best friend's wife/husband...

what if you bought yester Toto...

what if things were handled a bit different back then...

what if.. what if... what if.....

there are thousands and millions of what if, if things never to work out in our favour.


we go thru life, wondering what if i've done this, what if i've done that... could the results be different if i've done otherwise. why didn't i follow my gut feeling, what if...


if we only know, we would be genius, we would be millionaires, we would all be ... dead. come to think of it, there's wouldn't be life after what if... there is just possibilities that things might be different; IF we handle things differently, IF we could see it coming, IF things go our way.

sometimes we know what we should do, but there would always be benificiary of doubt, WHAT IF we try it the other way. and that doubt always comes barking back at us, if it didn't go our way.

life is always bout choices, and is fasinating how we make our choice throughout the journey of our life. a friend once told me, there's never a right or wrong choice; it's just a choice that we choose on that period of time, in that particular situation, we thought it was the most appropriate one. we thought. so, when is ever the right or wrong choice? you see... there's none. is just that our perceptive changes against the situation that happened. so, we think we have made a wrong choice. but actual fact is, we chose that particular road, because we thought is the right one.


these 'what ifs' has been bugging me since... forever.. all these 'what ifs'... seriously can 'eat' a person up. i'm a person who thinks alot. thinks alot of impossible stuff. or you could say irrelevant stuff. and at times, it really can hurt internally. at least, i feel it.

what if....