9 years

why has it always got to be this way.
i think i deserve to be treated better.
when you claim that i'm your best friend. bullshit..
not even close.
we can't even have a normal conversation.
it's always 'how are you?, do you know this?, do you know that?'
crap...
you got the initiative to ask, but never have the time to execute it.
what's the point.
might as well don't ask at all, right?
best of all, i'm never in your plans.
so, why give a damn about asking at the very first place.

or maybe i'm the one who is not making the effort at all.
or maybe i'm just not worthy of your time to come out for a drink.
or maybe... i just don't care anymore.

9 years...

no point blaming. fact is, we no longer are in the same wave length. period.