its 2.30 in the morning, just got back home from Betsy's place. surprisingly there're quite a number of assignments to do in my last semester in HMC. i didn't expect there are 2 assignments for internet principles, 3 reports for psychology and whole lot of presentations after each report after we hand in our reports. i'm imagining the worst when i enroll into degree next year. n it didn't help much when i heard from my friends who are doing psycho, that the lecturers are much more strict compare with othe departments of the college.
gosh.. i didn't do well in for my mid-term for critical thinking and marketing. kinda worried thou, although i'm pretty confident that i'll pass all my subjects. hopefully its a smooth sailing till the finish line. its taking the toll of out me, as i haven been tis hardworking all my life. i dunno whether i shud laugh or cry. is it a good or bad thing??
i had enough of trouble at the begining of this semester where i found out i fail 2 subjects and i didn't manage to get exemption for statistic and accounting where i've took it long ago since i enter HELP. the procedures and the people i need to go meet and confront sometimes really take the toll out of me. each person say different things bout certain issues that made me confuse and stress out.
it hasn't been total smooth sailing during my time in college so far. the expectation and the standard from the college itself is higher than what i've expect. some of the mistakes i done, i know i could have avoid it, if i just put a lil more effort and perserverance in what i do.
tat's me. i give up quite easily. things that i know i couldn't do, i just let go, and forget bout it. i know its a bad thing to have, and i'm trying not to do so. as i have to constantly remind myself not to give up. thankfully i have friends who have supported me all along.
THANK YOU GUYS
suppose to complain bout the workload tat have been thrown to me this few weeks, end up being a lil emo pulak... @-@
anyway, gud nites, got a marketing presentation to present later.