mind readings

it's been a while. last post was 1 month ago.. so, you'll be looking at 12 post for the year 2011.

do you believe in mind readings?

have you been to wondering and searching for answers, and you couldn't just figure out for ages. it seems like a missing puzzle to complete the whole picture.

and out of a sudden, light bulb lid. you get a hint, a tip or a message from a conversation, or message that flash passed you. so, do you consider that person does mind readings? it's as though the person knows what's bothering you, and he/she does not want to tell it out explicitly, while casually phrase it in a normal conversation between 2 human beings. *that took awhile to complete the sentence*

coincidence? or just pure luck?

whatever it is, i choose to be amaze by it.

things done in year 2010

you probably heard it all the time 'wow! time passed by so quickly', 'it's the time of the year already?'

i started work 1 year ago, and it still seems like yesterday. the feeling of me working full time have not sunk in yet. yes, YET.

what have i achieved in the past 1 year? honestly, no idea.

what have i done to get me where am i today? i don't know the answer too.

some around me said that i'm extremely lucky. and i should be counting my lucky stars. well, to those who know me better, i didn't exactly sign up for it. and at times, i did not want to be in that situation. after all said and done, where have it taken me? i still have not figure it out. a lil wiser maybe. a lil more experience. in the end, i asked myself, is that it?

am i being too hard on myself? or am i expecting too much of the current situation?

work aside...

year 2010 has been a year of ups and downs. there isn't a real impactful event that i could recall specifically. as i said, things whoosh pass, there isn't a moment i could sit down and take a breather. lets see i could recall some of the things.... in random order

1) i graduated.

2) granted parent's wish of walking up the stage to receive the certificate.

3) read a couple of books (mostly unfinished)

4) went to Kuantan, Ipoh, Cameron, Genting, Sekinjang, Melaka, Penang, Phuket, Phi Phi Island, Singapore

5) attended 2 friends' weddings

6) attended couple of funerals

7) attended lots of dining buffet events

8) got an iphone... twice

9) passed 'probation' period

10) lost 10kgs, gained back 13kgs

11) met an accident

12) had a primary class gathering

13)

gosh.. so little things accomplished. (was striving very hard to think of the thirteenth)

anyway, things i wish i could but didn't manage to achieve.

1) no savings

2) Bali for holidays

3) travel to Perth

4) work in a MNC

5) others are pretty subjective.... and i couldn't think of any other things

i wish i could do something more meaningful things. however, looking back at the list, i think it's been a pretty decent year.

signing off year 2010.

ramblings

there are many things i tried explaining, and no one seems to understand it. there are certain believes i adopt that may not to anyones liking. i don't know whether things will turn out what i intended to be. i keep my fingers crossed, and never stop trying. this is the only thing i know. don't break the only thing i know how to do. give me a better solution, a different solution. i lack of trust and believes. and possibly that's why i am where i am today. screwed up. i don't intend to fix it. i just want things to get better from now on.

Break

I still need/want a break.

Wanted to submit my leave application form, but suddenly got projects came in. Sigh

er.. title-less it is

i've been blog hopping, reading a lil bit here and there. mostly looking at pictures really. more importantly, i take a look at myself, and people around me. it's not that i've been expose to many. however, just my one cent thoughts i have.

here goes...

it's really easy, i mean really really easy to miss out on things. not just exciting things. i'm talking bout small lil things that may not be significant at first glance, IF you're moving such pace. i always thought that i take things easy. however, someone pointed out to me, i jump into things very quickly. assumptions, always wanting to be first, getting ahead, making sure that the person next to you is 2 steps behind you. could i just blame that i'm being trained that way? coughbadmintoncough.

having said that, really it's those small lil things that actually accounted for making it a successful thing in your barometer of good stuff. hmm... wonder where did that just came from.

bottom line. enjoy the moment. [i'll try la k]

yay~~! i just blogged after quite awhile. woohoo.. super happy. jumps around* *moon walk*

that's a bit too extrem of optimism. hehe

dinner time.

and not forgetting, happy birthday Jian. may you have a bless and wonderful 18th year. =D