round n round n round

a lot of things going through my head right now...

let's see if i can pen it down later on..

working....

sometimes i wonder why i need to go through all these...

journey?

adventure?

test?

bahhh...

it's not easy

When freshmen first stepped into the hall while waiting for psychology 101 to begin, some will think to themselves; 'man, i'm gonna understand people so much the better after i collect my scroll.'

3 years later... there isn't much difference from the time i step into the hall the very first day. maybe i was late, and i did not catch the most important phrase the lecturer might advise us. hmm...

6.8 billion humans on earth. how can you possibly understand each and everyone of them. to a great extend, it's highly impossible. while many psychologist studies the society, the community, the patient who walks into the office and he/she happily takes it as a case study. just wonder if they could understand what they study. of course there will be experiments to be conducted, hypothesis to be predicted. in the end of the day, the question is; could you understand yourselves through and through?

understand oneself is hard enough, the community? the society? the entire human race? why even go there when we can't even handle ourselves. of course it will be mind bottling thinking bout each and every action we about to take, it's not as easy as breathing air. that is what makes us different from beings that have conscious lower than us.

the world will be a better place if people make a conscious effort to at least keep their emotions in check. however, nobody is saying you can't laugh, be angry, or sad when situations and events occur on you. you will just die.

what it meant was, would you be able to move on quickly as situation occur? recover from the highness and lowness after an happy or sad event?

it's not easy, and it takes time. it doesn't mean that you are god-like when you manage to master any particular emotions. it just meant that you're...

=)

First Valentine

Officially this is the first Valentine we celebrated together.

It's just like any normal day that we've been through. Both are dead tired after work, though i very much enjoyed the laughters while in the living room. Nothing spectacular, nothing ordinary, maybe it's because of certain restrictions, however, it's not an excuse to not 'goreng' it a lil.

I must say seeing that smile lids me up. It just gives me great comfort to manage to see you are doing alright.

Thank you for being my Valentine.. then and now.

mind readings

it's been a while. last post was 1 month ago.. so, you'll be looking at 12 post for the year 2011.

do you believe in mind readings?

have you been to wondering and searching for answers, and you couldn't just figure out for ages. it seems like a missing puzzle to complete the whole picture.

and out of a sudden, light bulb lid. you get a hint, a tip or a message from a conversation, or message that flash passed you. so, do you consider that person does mind readings? it's as though the person knows what's bothering you, and he/she does not want to tell it out explicitly, while casually phrase it in a normal conversation between 2 human beings. *that took awhile to complete the sentence*

coincidence? or just pure luck?

whatever it is, i choose to be amaze by it.