dosage

i need a huge dose of inspiration, motivation, and purpose to move forward

something heavy

I sometimes think that acting cute when you're originally do not fall under the cute looking caategory, is a big turn off. Or rather, that's how I think.

Also, trying to act pity... to gain attention

again, it's subjected to individual's perception

fun time

it was a night to be remember, as it could very well be the last gathering. the laughter and screeching pitch of tone that shakes and move the neighborhood. i guess they won't mind one bit, as it's purely filled with joy. the uncle down the road might just grinned and reminisced his time back in college.

moving forward, each and everyone will go on with their lives. some have goals and dreams to chase after, and some have life purpose to lead the way, and some have destiny to be fulfilled. anyhow, it's the moments that we cherish each other presence more important than the meet up for the sake of it that counts.

no doubt it's one of those nights that everyone are relieve ( most of us were), and enjoy each other companion.

no doubt that 3 years isn't very long. nevertheless, it's where the foundation of friendship starts. it's where real long lasting relation is bound.

no doubt, if you were here with us, i'm sure it will be much more lively. miss those times when we were together with the gang (secretly and openly).

save 1 space for you by my side

tribute to boss

after 4 months of working. i find my boss quite intriguing in a sense that the qualities he has, at times you take a closer look, it just... can't find a word for it.

he has such composure, though he will blast you (if it's your fault) or he hits a bump. he almost always will get things done. the amount of time lapse to come up with a solution is astonishing. he's very good at analyzing (typical accountant), the way he observes situations, human behavior... i wouldn't say i'm a psych graduand. guess experience comes with it.

i think he is mystery kinda person. me and my colleague were saying that he is a spy from CIA, singapore department. fetching information back to his country. well, you couldn't pass out the possibility of it. as singapore is doing better than us. and the amount of business singaporeans are expanding here in this country is quite scary.

nevertheless, he is really a nice person. and one heck of a boss.

lately has just been work and no play for me. sigh. i don't like this.

people have been saying i'm fat. i blame it on stress. maybe i shouldn't eat that much. always tell myself, need to exercise la, do some sit-ups, kill some fats. never work. suppose to go futsal on thursday, end up in some event host and co host by Coach and Alliance bank.

funny, i would rather go futsal than mingle around with people carrying Coach bags, LV wallets, and Dunhill tuxedo. is sports really fuse in my bloodstream. i can only wonder.

moving along, had an interesting topic with my boss that day. a person taste will change/increase/differ parallel with your income. to some extend, i think it's pretty true. why settle for something less, when you can very well afford it. my question is, do you really need a whole collection of it. it's a norm thing, when salary or environment permits, humans will always wants more. every human is being innate 'greed' somewhere along the line in their DNA.

we could put it in a way that, we are target oriented humans, we strive for something better, and that's how humans have evolve since beginning of time. optimistic? or self consoling?

this whole post is rather scatter all over the place... many things running through my mind. it's been a while though.