today woke up at 8, and i literally need to drag myself out of bed. i slept at 4am last nite. so u could imagine how groggy i was. there's a grp study organize by mandy freud in coll at 9. so must go. i've been so blur for the whole sem for psy 106, if i don't attend d 'intensive class', i think i need to see ms. Winnie d next sem, which i don't intend to. =)
i was really nervous for my final commemorative speech. i was feeling so unease the whole time i prepare the speech yester, don't know whether Mr. Carroll will approve not cuz he mention not to talk bout relatives and all. mine was worst, i talked bout myself, but i wanted to do something different. kinda weird rite, commemorate urself. ivy was teasing me the whole time in class, cuz she never see me so nervous for my previous speeches b4. =.=''
n wat's worst, i am the last speaker. do or die... i so wanted to pull out at the last min. since i know i oredi pass my subject. i was afraid they will laugh at me, i was afraid the lecturer will critisize me, and i was afraid of... i also dunno wat i'm afraid of la. zzzz....
i tink it turn out quite well, not as bad as i thought. at the end, got cheers and claps from everyone. probably they cheer n clap bcuz everythin is over, and they dun have to see the lecturer's face anymore but not my speech. lolz... who knows rite. doesn't matter. n thank god it's over. n i'm satisfy with what i did. hehe...
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mom called while i was sleeping, she said that v'll be eating out tonite. i said cool. it has been so long, that i can't even rmb when was the last time the whole family sat and have dinner TOGETHER. n share stories, and update each other a lil bout our lives. funny huh, we stay at the same roof, but we hardly gather together. everyone will be doin their own stuff.
anyway, i had loads of fun today. and i'm really happy that things turn out better than i expected.
gud nitez ppl...
p/s: if u want to see wat i wrote for my speech, i'll post it in the nex post, if not, forget it la... hoho...
4 comments:
i think u did great in ur speech although half way through i already know is u.. lol.. they really did clap for u.. i can sense their suprise.ness when u say the boy is u.. haha
anyway, the past is in the past.. we cant change it but we can certainly make a better future..at least now u have a bunch a good friends in college..smile more k? nevermind ur age.. ur still part of the circle of ur friends.. =)
btw i teased ur nervousness coz u beat me in looking cute.. lol.. u look cute when ur nervous but dont do that often.. im the one that suppose to be cute and innocent.. =p
Hey! Great speech! I was guessing it was u halfway thru the speech also..but u din mention bout ur brothers..so i tot..maybe not..lol..anyway, like wad ivy said, the past is the past.. and good luck for ur 106 =)
Hey post it lah! I wanna see also! Ask you practice in front of us you don't want.
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