i shit also no time, you want me to do this

could one is focus on doing solely on one thing, and one particular thing only, that they don't have time for any other things? be it to shit or eat or even brush their teeth.

i always hear ppl say; 'i shit also no time, you want me to do this?' ( i sometimes use this too, if i don't feel like doing it). sadly, most of the time, when they said it, next moment you bump into them in shopping complexes, facebooking, or doing whateva they are not suppose to do, or rather least important as compare to what they suppose to be doing.

oh well, we are humans. and there are always margin for us making mistakes. what i'm trying to say is... just be frank lah. don't have to give so many redundant excuses.

singapore => KL

currently in Singapore, will be back to KL in a couple of hours time.

must say, i have lots of fun. good laughs, great companion, good food.

in the end, something to look forward.

neither here nor there

opportunities have been popping up here and there. at times, it seems good. other times, it leaves you too much options, you don't know which to pick. they say; go with your heart. whenever i trust it... things turn out not the way i expected. it's funny when we always think that the grass is always greener the other side of the fence. i've been asking alot of questions lately, i think i irritate those people around me. i don't want to make a mistake that i couldn't afford to. i wouldn't say i made alot of mistakes, but the mistakes that i have made, it's sufficient to last me a couple of years. some of those mistakes i realize, i still repeat. afterall, i'm still human. some say, especially the teachers, would usually say; "don't make the same mistakes again". i can tell you it is very hard to succeed. not to say you can't, but it's just very hard. i've been making so many mistakes, sometime a wise decision could just turn into some shitty ones. "it's okay to make mistakes. learn from it, and don't make the same ones" easier said that done. we tend to fall back to the same thing over and over again. old habit dies hard. the desire it's just not strong enough. "go with the flow", is a common thing we all hear. sometimes... in fact, most of the time, going with the flow will lead you to some place you never thought of ended up with. then we will console ourselves; "this is gods will, He wants to test us". how ironic. at least, this is the humor side of it. 'positive thinking'... so to speak. on the other hand, strong minded person knows where they want to go. determine as ever, heaps of confidence, crystal clear in their mind that they will never settle for anything less than what they have set for. we have heard stories about these extraordinary humans defying all odds to achieve what they have set. these people tells stories that move souls and lift spirits. and we all want to be part of it. fact is, how many of us are as determine as these inhuman. sometimes i think these are angels that have been sent down from heavens to inspire. give us hope. as hope feeds the soul to make one body vessel to take one more step forward. to acknowledge there is still light at the end of the tunnel. before we step into that frame of mind, we need to know what we can/ can't do. what is within the capabilities. "we can do anything", one guy shouted at the back of the room. "i'm just being realistic, boy." there are so many things we can do in this world, that every single person experience different things in their life time, and life times before this, and life times ahead of this. a wise person once said, "our body are just a tool that caters to the soul, as the soul carries a series of life time experiences". i think there is some truth it in. why do we do things that we can't understand, and consciously, we know we shouldn't be doing it. interesting. choices; i think it's a good thing to an extend, i have choices to go with. it's a situation where gives me liberty to make a decision that may very well shape my life. i'm not going to go with the flow, neither i'm determine to sculpt my life....

i just got my answer =)

back to msn

time flies when we are together, and crawls when we are apart.

i love spending time with you.

combo day

First of all, a big shout out to those celebrating Lunar New Year. Hope the 'harvest' is just as good as last year if not better. Those in business, be there more revenue, and profit. Those working, may promotion and increment pave the way to harmonious life. And wish everyone excellent health, great prosperity, and abundance of love.

speaking of love, i heard this is the only clashing between western calender of valentine, and eastern calender of chinese celebration in this millennium. don't you think it's quite cool.

i think we are a bunch of lucky fellas. able to witness some amazing things in our life time. the turn of the millennium, booming of computers, internet, tragic disaster like tsunami, eclipse that appears once every thousands of years, and... maybe you could chip in some.

anyway, talking bout love. hmm... a topic that melts a person's heart if written melodically, weakens the knees if words pierce through the skin, and shakes the soul when express sincerely.

so far, it's been a good period for both of us. the normal stuff that we any other couple that you bump in the street. just that, i think we gone through slightly more during this short period of time than any other couples. well, at least more than what i've been through.

i think i've been rather lucky to be involve in this one. i must say, it didn't expect to start out like how the cliche stories lines we see in movies. and it certainly didn't go well after a rocky start. many think it's bad fung shui, karma, or whatever they could come up with. the way i see it... i think it's working pretty well, and i learn an awful lot bout being in a relationship that i never even know.

starting one it's easy, maintaining one... it definitely involves hard work. sometimes we are kinda naive, as to think that relationship should be all lovey dovey. of course we could, and we must have. however, if we look at a different angle; running your own life is tough work, what else can you say if you put two souls together. ain't it be more tough?

aiks.. it's valentine, and new year. why am i getting all emotional and wordy. apologize for straying off a little.

have a great week ahead everyone,...

Happy New Year, and Happy Valentine's day. may everyone receives abundance of joy, abundance of wealth, and great health.