tell you a secret

hey guys!! i got something to tell you... are you excited? or at least curious? no?? come on... lil bit also don't have?

anyway, i'm just so excited la... i don' t know where to start. maybe you oredi know it. since it's sorta announcement,... wat the heck, rite?!?


okok... *deep breath*

i tell you hor...

i'm...

i'm ....



BORED LA!!!


p/s: i know it's lame. forgive me? *acting cute* =P

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friends has been pushing and asking when will the next gal 'arrive'. u think so easy meh... u think u could just place ur order in eBay, and the package will arrive in 2 weeks time. 'mou soh la'.

i try picking myself up again.

i try to gain back my confidence.

i try to love myself again.

i try everything i could possibly think of.

FAIL...

is not that i don't want to, but i don't know how to. maybe my friend was right, i am who i am. always running and hiding instead of facing.

i tried facing it... but who wants to go into battle, when u are not sure u could win. the fear of losing is just so scary. at least for me. but bad thing is, not entirely bad, there are some postive aspects of it) well... putting in simple words, i don't have to face death (yes, it seems that way), as i already found out the answer. =)

but the main point is, i just don't have the confidence to face it. =/

guess i'll just be content with what i have now. ME

very random post

tmr got another paper... ergo... and the book is not egro at all. everything is related. if u never pay attention at the begining.. tat's it. you need to constantly refering to the front part of the book again. as i was saying... tmr got paper, but i went to work yester and today as well. wat's wrong with me?!? @.@ wat's more worrying, i still don't know wat i got for my individual assignment. been trying to contact the lecturer d whole week, FAIL. ask d teacher assistant, HOPELESS.

you know... last time i used to go Starbucks to chill with friends during the weekends, or maybe after a long day in college. but now... i go there and buy coffee to stay awake while working, (especially when you need to go back and study *cough*farking ergo text book).

look furthest to the background (milk powder cans). yea.. i'm studyin while working.

when u drink alot of water... wat would be d consequences? u need to go toilet to pee la... anyway, my point is; while working in Alamanda in Putrajaya, when i go toilet, i have to pass by this Osim shop. you know now they promoting this equipment call uRobic. and there's tis salesperson rite, will be sitting on the machine. so call 'working-out' la.. even talkin to his colleague. everytime i pass by the shop, he will SURE be sitting on the thing. that was a few weeks ago... this week, i saw him again... guess wut.. his body figure still remain the same la!!

how effective it is... u be the judge la...

few weeks ago, we had steamboat at Yuen's in Sunway. if you've been there, you'll know that people fight over chicken. it's just crazy rite...

you know what? i found out something even more crazy.

1st pallet; (left hand corner) gone in 3 mins. 2nd pallet; the man is taking the last box.

these people.. (same people) rush and buy milo. 2 pallets k!! 1 pallet is bout 50 boxes. i think they could sense the world is coming to an end. that's at least 2 years of supply of milo. and that also every meal with milo. imagine: morning; milo with toast bread, afternoon; milo fried with kangkung, night; kicap chicken with milo, supper; roti milo canai. craaazzzyyyy!!

on the other hand, we know kids nowadays are getting more and more privellage, parents pamper them gile 1.

3 year old kid: mommy, i want PS 3.

mommy: okie, wateva for you son.

18 year old daughter: daddy, i want 1 mini cooper, 1 bmw, and 1 beetle. 20 Gucci, LV, Prada, handbags EACH, and 10 thousand every fornight.

daddy: done. wateva for u precious.

kk... a lil bit melampau. but... but... u just see for yourself la...

see the label properly. if you can't. it states SALMON!! wtf?!?! salmon porridge for a 8 month of baby. matt 7 o...

last time i want to drink milk...

me: mommy, i want drink milk.

mommy: wat? no money r! just go drink tap water la.

=.='''

just came back from Williams, ate alot.. n i'm stuffed. today finished another 2 papers, 4 down the drain, another 2 more to go. this is when everyone is throwing all their notes, and books. haihz... this is the consequences of taking so many subject.

don't know y, seems kinda moodless... although 4 toughest papers have been completed. guess i'm a lil bout my Ergo paper. did quite badly in my assignments and mid-terms. wonder i'l take another 6 subjects in 6th sem. will see...

been thinking alot bout... everything. my mind just wonders off in a snap of fingers. heck, i can even think of something else while i'm sitting for my paper today. damn it..
i've never been so hardworking... cuz i've always been a lazy brat. i'm too lazy to think, too lazy to move my fingers. heck, d laziness is kicking in RIGHT NOW!! i'm just lazy to type it out. thou many thoughts are swirling around in my brain.

it's been a tiring semester. 6 subjects, what do ya expect o... most of my friends take 4, oredi ask me to push them down the building. i'm not showing off... but, it's just something i thought of doing at the beginning of the semester. some of u might know the reasons, to some who doesn't. it's not important anymore.

a lecturer once say, a memory will vanished, an incident will be seen as nothing, an event is so small it seems insignificant, once something bigger, better, more beautiful happen, 'replacing' the memories that have been implanted in our neuro brain cells. (sorry for the many scientific terms ) =p to a certain extend it's true... but mostly, it's up to us lo, whether we want to 'reformat' the whole program. but usually, as us humans... won't do so... cuz there's attachment. attachments that is bound with emotions and feelings. i would say that is the strongest 'glue' on earth. and we live by it day by day... everyday... for the rest of our lives. we can't escape of it, unless we stay in some deserted island, with just few coconut trees hanging here and there.

hmm... don't know why suddenly talk bout this. but... yea. this couple of weeks have been listening to words and going places that i used to hear and visit. it use to trigger some sort of chain reaction. but funny yet weird, it didn't just now. =) in a way, things are looking more positive. things are getting better.

tired... tmr still need to work. monday still got paper. @.@ couple of more days, just couple of more days... berTAHAN!

happy b'day grandma

this is a delay post, suppose to do this last week, but takde masa.... due to ASSignments... went to a seafood restaurant near my place (supposingly is quite famous for it's fish. and i didn't know bout it after 3 yrs stayin in serdang. so much so, for my parents to do vegetarian.) anyway,m we celebrated grandma's 81st b'day. (fulamak.. how i wish i could live tat long, or maybe longer... hehee... )

delicious and fresh seafood... tiger prawn, lobster, and abalone... unfortunately, we didnt get to eat any of those. =(

this is highly recommended. better than the one i ate in klang.

me and bro's cam-whoring while waiting for the rest to arrive

her children

her chidlren in-laws

her cucu.sss

and tat's her i overheard an uncle while borrowing a lighter from their table, saying my grandma is pretty. (pretty rite.)

fuiyoh! 81 still can attract uncle.


81 and still going strong.

i think her stamina is better than some of us. climbing batu cave is piece of cake for her.

happy belated b'day grandma