i know

please that your moving,
glad that your living,
joyful that your improving,
happy that your evolving.

moving as in towards the goals you set,
living the life that been thrown at,
improving the chances that you bet,
evolving as a person every time we met.

different paradigm that we may be,
different channel that we see,
changes are what we adapt to be,
just like conditions in the sea.

proximity was never a problem,
kings conquered lands that naked eyes could barely see,
it's just a matter of how to settle in them,
and yet empires last for centuries.

i'm still very much naive,
i'm still very much dumb,
occurrence denies my existence,
boldness leads to pitfalls.

how we view things plays a part,
how we act plays a role,
i've tried, and i know that part,
at least i glide instead of roll.

baby heather

when babies just being babies...

sometimes i find the most complicated things easy to comphrehend and explain; yet the easiest is by far d hardest to apprehend and dissolve

half full or half empty

as we know, there are many types of people in this lovely world we living in. each individual is unique in their own special way.

some are apple to people eyes, some are just pain in the ass.

why can't we humans have just the good stuff, there's no hell but heaven, no poor but rich.
because it will make us one boring species.

having said that, there's this one particular trait i couldn't really stand. an individual being pessimistic. what make it worst is that, they could think of all sorts of suggestions, excuses that can make you stab yourself with a fork. they are just so darn negative.

what is wrong with them??? innate? or environment that causes them to react in such manner.

is it so hard to be drawn to the light? i'm not referring to the lights in heaven. these people could really suck you into the darkness. nonetheless, i'm fine with darkness and all, at least make it more fun, and exciting. dark and cold and making you miserable??? that is no fun at all.

i'm not saying we couldn't be a pessimistic person. there's always a continuum between optimistism and pessimism. and from time to time, we tend to sway from one end to the other. however, best and only solution (my opinion) don't stay too long in that 'dark room'.

reasons??

1) NO GOOD FOR HEALTH FOR INDIVIDUALS WHO 'SUFFER' FROM IT.
2) NO GOOD FOR HEALTH FOR PEOPLE AROUND THAT INDIVIDUAL.
3) IT SUCK THE JOY OF PEOPLE AROUND THEM.
4) IT MAKES THE WORLD LOOK MORE GLOOMY.

cheer up... it's not end of the world when things don't go your way. you just need to take two steps back and find other routes to venture into. seriously, if the worldreally ends, everyone of us dies, you die along with 6 billion other people. it's ok... the world revolve around the sun with or without us.



disclaimer: i'm not refering to anyone in particular. don't perasan.

a day in science centre

last week went to science center to get some ilham on our cognitive psych assignment.


but this bugger is trying to prove he's not that f*t


and by doing this...


savoring the joy of accomplishments


reading each other minds

two face


ivy doing the balancing act


watching porn???



it was kinda nice re-visiting that place. the last time i went there was because of work. it was a bunch of us (maxis promoter) having to entertain the kids who came visiting.



and the reason for lack of updates???





yea.. i was stuck on the web...

psychologist not

when i first enrolled into psychology, my intention was to get a masters in sport psych. you know, you tend to have dreams and goals, seeing the Malaysian sports in total mess. it's not nice always seeing our ass being kick by Indonesia in badminton. it's even a shame when our football team's asses being whooped by our fellow neighboring countries; whose world ranking is 50 rungs below us (minimum).

that was 2 years ago.

i'm in my final year. those enthusiasm of helping others seems to fade away. probably reach the end of malacca straits. looking around me, there seems to many who are 'suffering' from various 'cases'. this is a bunch of young and energetic people who once has a dream of somewhat similar to mine. (not in sports, but other areas).

how do help others, when you can't even solve your own. i bet top psychologist in the world do have their own problems as well. i once heard Lilian Too our very own feng shui master in malaysia just filed a divorce. and yet you see her in tv, radio, and magazines advising people how to harmonize your home and relationships with your love ones. padahal, she can't settle her own.
where's her credibilty?? the whole thing seems like a scam.

having said that, we tend to see others problems rather easy compare to examine our own. even we put a mirror in front of us and acess every damn cell our own body, we don't seems to see where our problem lies. it's ironic. but i think it's the truth.

'how come you acted this way? why do you hunch? why can't you just let go? why are you so stupid? ' these are the various questions that we 'find' fault in others, when your friends and love ones just can't see.

yet again, we are able to see a problem our friends have, even though it's a minor one (provided you are observant enough) yea.. people tend to be ignorant, sometimes.

so, what's the point of taking up this course? when some of our peers adventure into engineering, acountant, lawyer. as if they are contributing to the society. however, if you look at a psychological perspective, we tend to contribute a whole lot. as in, we 'study' human behaviours. diagnose, evaluate, and attempt to cure. you got to admit, every living being that has a conscious mind, and ability to think has an attitude and behaviour.

we merely are better in understanding creatures behaviour, so we could counter react, or maybe neutralize 'it'. having said that, we too have flaws and shortcomings. it's just that we know where is the root and able to acess to it more convenient than others. agree? don't agree? that's for you to pounder.

conclusion, no matter how big your heart is, and how long your helping hands try to extend, it's always better to examine our own before doing good to the society. although it is somewhat selfish to say so. matter of fact, it is alright to be a lil selfish, sometimes.