brief update

long overdue photos.

and i have yet to receive from mike and darryl's.

was given a surprise party, humans that attended. ben's belated and my be-early celebration.
(from left: mike, han wai, chun feng, hau ran, ivy, betz,priscilla, sharon, aili, mandy, edmund, jeff, kin you, and ben-beside me)

egg-less blueberry cheese cake. taste exactly like the normal, and good too.

presents i've received this year. opps, there's a perfume too, terlupa take out.

love every single 1 of them.

oh ya, there's something i would like to highlight.

the shoes and jersey, were contributed from 24 friends. 12 gals, and 12 guys.

coincidence? maybe...

i find it... coincidence. lol

once again, i would like to say a big thank you to everyone who celebrated with me, thank you for ur lovely presents, as well as for all your wishes.

you made my day.

lie

it's official. i don't know how to lie. seriously.

look.. i'm dead serious.

stop laughing.... if you are.

i said STOP.

my colleagues just said i don't know how to lie. wtf. in a way, is a good thing. at least to me. back to the 'i don't know how to lie' part. seriously, she said i don't know how to.

it's seems like heading nowhere.

brief story: client from headquarters came to malacca to spot check on us. and she told me, the only thing we need to know in our job scope, is to lie. anything else doesn't matter but to lie. geng rite?!?! i sorta expect this kinda thing, when i first started out working in this kinda job.

long story short, i sorta kena screw, because i didnt know how to lie to the client. NS, i was thinking to myself; in that particular situation, there's nothing to lie.

i wonder how they go thru their daily life, leaving one lie after another. 1 thing i can see, is that there's insecurity in their relationship. 1 gal, who's staying with his bf, calls his bf a number of times a day. another gal, also did the same thing, maybe a few lesser calls than the first gal.

nothing to comment. but just wish them good luck.

i understand that, we are trying to protect our own 'rice bowl', there are pressure from the superior, and wateva reasons that we need to lie. but... don't they know where is the limit? what happen if something fucked up. in that situation, i think i'm the one gonna be push out the marching line. and the only thing happen when i turn back is 3 pathetic gals holding their hands, pleading their innocent with their 'innocent' face.

wtf!!! i wiki the word lie, because i wanted to insert into my intro above. but was too engross? pissed? wateva la. turns out that there's so many types of lie.

white lie
bold-face lie
noble lie
emergency lie

just check them urself la.

everybody lies (house, 06)

2 cycles =)

woot!! 2 cycles, and still going strong. to those who don't know what this 'cycle' means; is basically in chinese terminology, every year is represented by 1 animal, and there are 12 animals all together, and it makes 1 cycle when u go thru all 12 of them.

so, now. u know how old am i. but.. DON'T!! SAY IT!

i'm blogging in the hotel lobby, listening to some lousy malay songs. (no offense).

this year celebrated rather early. even the wishes i received were all before the actual date.

anyhow, thx everyone for their wishes, presents, and attendances during Chawan.
t admit
oh yea.. to those who wonder y am i in a hotel lobby. (just in case, u wonder). i'm working in Malacca. just finished work bout 2 hours ago. so, yea... i'm not 'doing' anything fishy, suspicious and sneaky. and WRONG. i very 'jeng ging' okayy...

oh ya.. pictures will soon be posted up. that's till i get those pictures from whom took photos the other day.

having that said, bro msg me just now. n i love his msg. i must admit it caught me off guard a lil. didnt know he's that cheaky.

erm.. i dont know how to continue ledi...

oh ya.. HAPPY B'DAY TO ME!!

woohoo! perasan. ........................... like i care.

ass

sometimes i can just be an ass.

ignoring emotions.

being nice, just ain't easy. maintaining it is even harder.

no wonder is so damn hard to stay at the top. is lonely, is cold, at times is tormenting. it just strips you apart.

it's so easy to be drawn to the dark side of nature.

morning errands

mom: can u help me push my car? i'm just outside the petrol station.
me: . . . (just woke up)
mom: pls... n send me to work as well, i don't think the car is gonna start.
me: drive my car.
mom: don't want.
me: that's ur problem.
mom: . . .
me: i'm on my way now.


apart from that, a good way to start ur day, beside being awaken by those 'unwanted calls', is to have a healthy breakfast.

after sending her to work, that took me an hour. stupid bangsar traffic lightsssS. arrgh! and couldn't use Duta way, because traffic reports says is freaking jam.

as i was saying, a bagus start up, is to have a 健康 breakfast.

so i made...



healthy-kan?

PaiSeh: i didn't blast 'that's ur problem' at my mom k.

去年的今天.....

it was probably the most miserable day of the year. not good at all. i still remember that i locked myself in the room and sulked, cried, and feeling miserable the whole night.

why suddenly recalled this such uneventful, totally despair, and suck memories?

my friend's fault (was reading his blog)
anyway, that was in the past la. exactly a year, 365 days. no point talking bout it, if u really want to know. just mail me, or call me out yum cha =D

today... wasn't exactly too bad. had 2 papers for mid term. first paper was ok. the second, if you watched Dark Water, you know how crappy the story line is. and that is the total reflection of my paper.

enough said, still got 3 chapters before i call it a day.

去年的今天, 你正在做什么呢？(on this day of last year, what were you doing?)

INTP

wanted to write bout something that just creep in my mind. but i'll put it aside 1st la. if next time can recall, probably u'll see it in the next post.

anyway, was told to do a personality test. Myers Briggs test. psychologist kononnya. call me freak, or psycho. wateva. i'm just studying this damn course. if ur doing science, shud i label u mad scientist? studying finance, money minded freak? how bout pharmacist... maybe drug addict sounds more like it.

let's not stray too far. psycho wanna share something today.

i'm INTP. if u dont' know what the heck is this. click here

is not to check how whacky u are, or how stupid u are, just an overview of who you are as a person. maybe to learn a lil more bout urself.

basically this test got 8 personalities. extravert/introvert; judging/perceiving; thinking/feeling; intuititive/sense. after doing this test, u would have any combination of 4 personalities. in theory..you would be able to know what kinda person u are.

back to me self.
i'm basically a loner, more interested in intellectual pursuits than relationships or family, meaning? become a monk isit?! wrestles with the meaninglessness of existence, disorganized, messy, likes science fiction, can be lonely, observer, private, can't describe feelings easily, detached, likes solitude, not revealing, unemotional, rule breaker, avoidant, familiar with the darkside, skeptical, acts without consulting others, does not think they are weird but others do, socially uncomfortable, abrupt, fantasy prone, does not like happy people?? wtf, appreciates strangeness, frequently loses things, acts without planning, guarded, not punctual, more likely to support marijuana legalization, i like this. jk. not prone to compromise, hard to persuade, relies on mind more than on others, calm


favor careers...
i'll ignore those boring careers. check out these cool? careers i could 'possibly' venture into. forensic anthropologist, astronaut, genetics researcher... sounds cool? no? wateva! but above all, i'm suitable of becoming an assassin!! no joke!

wanna try out what careers you could consider venturing in.. maybe a prostitute? a spy? or a shit-cleaner?



btw, people changes all the time. if you have certain kinda personalities, doesn't mean you will be same the next time you test again. cheers

side note

okok...! fine!! i'll let go if you want me to.

on a side note, waited for 3 hours for the car to be fixed. results: 1 maggie goreng, 1 ice lemon, 1 teh ice and milo ice.

on another side note, in case you were wondering why so long. i banged a car 2 days ago. best response so far: 'Wa..! why la u bang Merc, banged Ferrari ma!' yea.. i 'kissed' a Merc. it was 'sweet' unforgettable kiss. consequence: went to lodge a police report for the very first time. ALONe. but it was ok la.. the policemen are nice. some. period.

totally another side note; went for futsal last night. end up playing 90 minutes instead of 60. hey! that's a full period of football on field. cool. end up with a swollen leg. still walk-able. KIN YOU, U CANNOT TACKLE IN FUTSAL. IT'S NOT FOOTBALL. so, you know who causes my injury la. funny thing, my chest also pain. legs doing the running, but chest pain. *shakes head*

1 more side note: ppl are just plain inconsiderate, and heartless, and cold-blooded. witnessed a hit and run accident. some driver knocked over a MacD delivery guy. Kelsen went to call the ambulance. and others just stand and enjoy the excellent process of the delivery guy excruciating pain. side note from 1 more side note; i didnt know MacD deliver guys were so efficient. 5 mins after the hit, 7 bikers came to his 'rescue'. another side note from 1 more side note; poor customer who waited for his burger. must be cursing the injured delivery guy.

chill... no more side notes ledi la.

btw, my bro was listening to this song, askin ppl to let go. probably on repeat mode, and fell asleep half way thru. hmm.. don't u think is a good threatment? hypnosis. =D last side note; maybe he's in a dliemma? shall become his counselor later. muahaha

dinner time!!

coincidence *

coincidence never fail to amaze me.

is it fate?

is it luck??

or is it just pure coincidence???

personality test

PSY 202... there will be only 1 statement to fit into this subject = loads of questionnaire.

PSY 207... there's also only 1 statement to fit into this subject = personality

what if you combine both?? Personality Questionnaire. Or Personality Test if u prefer to call it.

usually people will do once, and we usually take the first as the answer, or rather we accept it as our personality. maybe not accept la. we get to know? how our personality goes about. u do get my drift rite...

anyway, as psychologist, or so call future psychologist, or maybe not. lol! we could never be satisfy with one answer. there's a need to strive for an answer that is logical, relevant, and possibly true.

having said that... i did two personality test. muahahaha.. yea.. 'backpsych' itch.

first test


second test


i think rite, i'm more alike to the second test. why? because sometimes i can really talk alot, althou i'm quiet at times. no point trying to prove my point, where there are harder and stronger facts to back my stand on taking the second test.

if you're interested in taking the test. click here.
just to know yourself a lil more better. there's an explanation at the side and end of the test. =)

happy filling out the questionnaire.

read the explaination if you have the time, and see whether i'm more alike to the first or the second test.