lighter note

have been posting many emo post lately... kinda sien huh, my fellow readers... gaga.
just say that i have bad patch during this CNY. well, in fact i have the worst CNY throughout my 20 over years of my life. even my mom could sense it. yea... the power that has been entrust to fellow mothers on this earth.

when there's a bad side, there's always a good side to look at. instead of dwelling on the the dark side, might as well put a step forward and step to the light. yea.. it's always easier being said and done.

yea, my CNY have been miserable and sucks. but... just put it bluntly, i think i've grown quite a bit. no.. no.. i didn't add another 2 inches which i have been longing for the past 5 years. -__-'''
i mean in terms of emotionally and mentally... yea, my EQ is below average. at least it improve a lil.

been waiting for something this few days, but my wish did not come true. anyway, sometimes in life is best not to expect anything.

oh ya, Stephanie is coming back this weekend. yay!! u wanna know who is she? hehe...

life is short

my fren ask me to repost it wor... since i havent been blogging for quite some time, i just post it here lor.
the above statement quite true thou..

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now is not the right time...

tmr aint neither...

n never will be...

best valentine EVA!!

what a superb valentine i have yesterday. it was the most amazing day i could ask for... OMG, i tell u... ish ish.. i can't even put into words wat i've gone thru, and no amount of words can subcribe to the feeling. boy, am i tired after yesterday activity.
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u really want to know wat happened yesterday?
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i tell u, really superb lor...
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k la... since u so desperate... i tell u lor.. ehehe

i spend my valentine's day with my....... BROTHER... walkin hand in hand along the longest pasar malam in Cheras. isn't it greaT?? hohoho...
it was much better than last year where i went to eat candle light dinner at Nandos in Mid Valley with a GUY!!
i wonder how much better it could be next year... hmm... *pounder**pounder*

Disclaimer: i did not hold my brother's hand. i am not tat gay k... even i would want to, my bro would smack me on my head. hehe

valentine

'aaw... u shudn't have honey... ur so sweet'
'hmm.. i wonder where is he gonna take me..?'
'valentine wut?!? sucky day for me la, stay at home sleep better laa..'
'sien lor... hp never rang d whole day, no dates again tis yr... haihz.. '

tis is the time of the yr where roses are being send to their love ones, gifts were exchanged, couples will enjoy their nite out, singles will be miserable... to certain extend.
honestly, i think valentine's day is kinda over-hype. seriously, y wait till tis very day only give flowers to ur lover, shower them with gifts. normal days cannot give isit? but then, if dont' have all tis 'special' day, it goes the same to Christmas, CNY, Hari Raya n other festivals that v all celebrate throughout d yr. where v trade gifts and ang pau, and others wat not.

there's a 'myth' once sayin that there's a gal who is desperately wanting his bf to shower him wit gifts n love. tis bastard prolly is broke o doesn't know how to care for that gal. tat's y, she has set a date of valentine day. so that d guy only needs to send her flowers n gifts just on this particular day. to me, the gal is plain dumb, if d guy couldn't provide d things she wants, dump him n look for some other guys la. zzz... y wanna create tis kinda useless day huh. if u say there a prophecy from cupid, still kinda acceptable la. but i seriously doubt it. wel, they say love is blind, which is pretty true i guess.

my point is, everyday could be a valentine's day. u create ur own valentine. small lil gifts, notes, shower them with kisses n hugs. i blv it works both ways. not just gals like being pampered, but also guys. it may sound sissy, but d truth is that guys also wanna feel being love and care for. at least tat's my point of view. to all u heterosexual men out there, damn u guys for having a big f**king ego from ur head rite down to ur ass, u ego maniac.

sorry sorry... ahem, shouldn't be cursing during tis beautiful day for the couples tat r celebrating. my day also quite good, stay at home the whole day... doin nth. lolz.. anyway i'm goin out dating wit my ..... bro. hehe...

happy valentine peeps!!

skip class

gosh... i SKIP class again!! not exactly skip class thou, i went off after attended half way thru. not that this is the 1st time. lol... i'm reli bad huh.. =P
u know what, the class is FREAKING boring!!
it suppose to be a freaking leadership class, n it suppose to be kinda interesting, or at least the lecturer shud be enthusiastic bout it. if your grp got those lembab-lembab leaders, talk like dead fish like that 1, would u like to join that grp rr??? u also no motivation to do ur stuff, even the project is SUPER-DUPER nice, fun, interesting, da BOMB!! don't think so lor... i'l be like, 'u go home better still la... ppl got semangat to work for u, also let u kill off those army of semangat we have in our body, mind, and soul'

sounds very kua jiong rite. hahaha... must be not enuf sleep from yester nite.
thank got for barcelona, otherwise i'l be dead.

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i hate it when i'm wrong... not tat is a bad thing.
n i'm not afraid of admiting my mistakes and faults.
but i don't like the feeling, guess no one does.
typical male ego i am.
but it's too late to turn things around.
not that i don't 1 to make the effort.
it's just that i don't have the courage to make the move.
even if i have, i don't know whether this is the right decision.
i've made my equal share of mistakes,
in fact, i've made mistakes all my life.
and everytime i just run away from it.
admiting it is my fault yes,
but always running from it yes.
i don't want to run away anymore,
yet i don't know where to start.
shit... am i doing the right thing this time round?

i only know how to talk,
know how to crap.
but never have the guts to act.
guess i'm just one of those big-mouth assholes,
who knows nothing, but just full of bullshit.

eat shit

don't worry.. i'm not askin u to eat shit.

there's a saying, 'don't eat and shit at the same place'... i'm sure some of u have heard it b4. basically, is just explains that u don't eat and shit at the same spot la. lol
okok... tat was lame. -__-

well, this 'theory' basically could use on any situation. for example, u steal money ledi, go run far far, don't hang ard n be caught. or another classic would be, if ya wanna find bf or gf, find some1 tat is not from the same college or same work place.. the reason for being so; if... i'm just sayin IF (i'm not cursing u o anythin) u guys break up, or had a big quarel. it tends to change things a lil.
hmm.. let me illustrate a lil. lets say for instance; a couple... (i cut the lovey-dovey part). had an argument, and things couldn't get bec they use to be. now.. i'm sure d guy n gal has their own friends especially in the same office as well. the guy would tell his frens bout the reason they broke up, the gals would do the same thing as well. BUT usually, they would blame the other party for the failure of the relationship. rite?? the after effect of the situation i no need to tell u gua.. surely there would be some WW 3 going on by now.
but then again, wat if the gal is a pretty hot lady or the man is damn gorgeous. i'm sure there's a fan club specially dedicated to their respective idol. so, just assume tat the gal is d more popular 1 in the office. i'm sure wateva she says, 90% of the people would believe her. therefore the grp who listens to the gal would think tat d guy is an asshole or jerk tat dump the gal. because there's a chance that d gal would sob n sob in front of her colleagues, n tell them bout how d guy mistreat her o somethin like tat.

but usually the guy will get the sticks for the problems of the r'ship... n after tat, u will get stares, ppl tend to talk behind ur back. ur frens who are ur frens, don't really react the same way they use to. (i'm not sayin all guys ya)
my point is... is it really fair towards the guy (given in this situation) because, y only the guy tat need to take up the responsibility? n wat the hell is the ppl around us? the problem is between the couple, not them. why they need to have tat prejudice eyes staring upon u, every time u walk down the corridoor? n when u smile at them, they will smile back, yea.. no doubt bout it. but its so fucking fake.
n when u try to chat up with them, askin simple questions

guy: hi, how r u? *smile*
guy's ex gf's fren: m ok.. *fake smile* u jerk(say it in heart)
guy: oo.. great. how's ur studies goin on?
guys's ex gf's fren: ok la.. got alot of assignments *fake smile* u bastard!! dump my gal fren(say it in heart again)

it sounds funny, but its kinda true. just how many ppl out there dare to say it out instead of back-stabbing, or cursing the fella aft they walk pass by.

well... *pounder*

nitez people

nitey nite...

just b4 i head to bed, just feel like writing somethin ere.

in a blink of an eye, its oredi 2nd week of feb, n i sometimes still dwell on the fact its still 2006. i'm reli slow huh. nowadays, d things ard us changes so fast, u don't have time to say 'wow' or 'omg, i should have done tat'.
tat's how my life have been, taking my own sweet time, taking as it is as the day comes. sometime i wonder is it a right thing to do. tat's is y i'm still in college doin my 1st yr!! sigh.. no pt regretting it, i choose my path, n i need to continue walking thru it.

reflection time: my mood has been quite ok... it doesn't swing tat vigorously like last time. n my nasty temper... well, there're still lotsa improvement to make.

i don't really care wat ppl see in me, i'm just tryin to get my life back in order, tat's the least i can do now.. n to achieve something i once lost it.

crazy

u know wat...

i think i'm CRAZY..

sometimes i do some stupid stuff tat when i reflect back, i don't think i could have possibly done tat.

consciously of cuz...

i don't know why i think tat way. but right now... i do think so.

aarrgghh... don't wanna think liao...

good nite people~~ LIGHTS OUT!!

1st of FEBRUARY

HOU SIEN RR...


today is federal territory day, n i think d whole of K.L is gonna be jam like crazy... furthermore CNY is approaching, people sure take this opportunity to 'sapu' stocks and new yr clothes. but i'm not really sure la.. cuz i'm caging myself in the house the whole day. guai gile wei.


btw, my mom and her best fren made 'kueh ka peh' today, EGGLESS 'kueh ka peh' (both my parents are vege ppl, opps.. vegetarian) it was really nice, almost the same taste as the ones with eggs.

so, instead of wasting precious time, did some 'art' work myself... just to kill time. =)