new yr eve's 'gift'

hey everyone, 1st of all, wishing everyone a happy n joyful n healthy n prosperous n wateva u wish for new yr.

1 hour b4 2007 arrives... and i'm sitting in front of the computer blogging instead of partying or rather being squash by ppl bigger size than me.. hehe... phone didn't ring the whole day. i got no friends!!! boo hoo hoo... sounds pathetic rite..

just bought a PS 2 in sg wang tis afternoon, cost bout rm660. yaya... i know, i'm really out dated. PS 3 launch ledi, baru i buy PS 2. wat to do, gua bukannya kaya sangat. after tat bump into my dad's fren who said could get cheaper than wat i got. shit... wat's more, i came back with a flu. n things didn't help at all, when my grandma put on some nasty oilment tat tasted horrible.

well.. i'm gonna pig now... not feeling to well. yaya... i'm a lil bit out of my mind. sleep b4 the clock hits 12. i must admit tis is the 1st time since millennium tat i've stay at home. ish ish...

wat to do, body couldn't take it anymore. maybe i shud recharge my batteries 2 days in advance b4 getting ready for this big day.

happy new yr everyone...

end of 2006

it is 2.30 am... and it is the last day of 2006. i'm sitting in front of my computer reflecting what had happened in this whole year.
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i guess it has been a good year for me, but i don't know whether it is a productive year not. i learn alot of things, made some friends, lost some. earn some money, n lost it thru sheer stupidness and careless act. conclusion, it has been quite a ride for me.

i was just wondering, a few friends of mine said that i've change quite a bit since i enter HELP college. have i? honestly, i think i have. the big question; is it for d better, or have i deterioated?? i myself couldn't answer u that, maybe u could tell me bout it.

some flash bec of what i've been doing for the past year.

• enrolled into Help college, taking a course whereby i shouldn't be doing at my age. but i dont' have a choice. i needed it so tat i could pursue a degree in psychology.
• celebrating CNY with colleagues that i've work with in maxis roadshows.
• more roadshows n jobs, tryin to juggle between work and studies. (which i think i did quite badly)
• bang my car a few times n i need to fork out my own money
• got my ear pierced AGAIN
• bought another hp within a year, because mom has her's snatched.
• got lectured and scolding by friends. (surprisingly, my parents didnt scold me at all tis yr, not tat i could recall)
• flung 2 papers during the 2nd semester of my foundation (had to hide from my mom that i failed)
• went to Kedah and Penang with coll-mates during the holidays of 2nd sem
• celebrated my b'day with my cousin's friends at bukit tinggi, and with my college-mates at Feelings
• went to youth camp for the 1st time

other than tat, spend alot in movies and makan at Kim Gary, MongKok and MacD. on average i went to the cinema twice a week.

back to the question of have i gone bad or have i change for the better. i still dont know how to answer. lolz.. in terms of maturity, i think i've grown a lil bit more, but alot of them still say i act like 16. *grin* n don't look like 22 at all. is it a compliment of wut?

shessh... alot is goin thru my mind, n i couldn't made up my mind what to jot it down. -_-

i'll just end here k... i know is a lil potong stim, but i don't think anyone really care what i post.

merry belated chrismas and happy new yr EVERYONE!!

KL Open 06

it has been quite some time i'm involved in the game. the last time i went to watch a badminton competition was more than 6 months ago, when i went to watch my bros compete for the states. n d last time i held a racket was bout 4 months ago...

gosh... i miss the game.

well, i went to watch d KL Open held at cheras badminton hall where i used to shed sweat and blood in the arena. d tough trainings given by the coaches. n d aches v tend to get after d trainin session is over. anyway, tat was million years ago, n now i have a big tummy in front where i can hardly bend over.

the hall is still pretty much d same. only the coaches and players are different. my mom and i went to watch the finals of the last tournament of the yr. v arrived bout 1pm where d 1st match being played. the crowd started to pour in bout 2 something, probably aft their work. just in time for the so-called big match : lee chong wei against mohd hafiz.

n oh ya!! taufik hidayat unexpectedly turned to watch the match. adding more speculation tat he will accept the invitation of KL badminton club to train with the national drop-outs.

there's not much of an upset. the top seed players won their matches, except for 1, the men doubles match between hoon thien hou partnering chan chong ming up against lin woon fui n mohd fairuzrizuan. btw, i know thien hou, v use to train together until he was recruited into sports school. (yaya... i'm bragging a lil... :p ) the former won their match just after pairing up last month. if ya dunno wat i'm talkin bout, go check the papers, there's a write up bout the pair being just formed.

nth much to talk bout, just some pics i took using my hp... tat's y kinda blurr..

moving sides to a more comfortable seats, i was sittin far end of tis pic.

match between Lee Chong Wei n Mohd. Hafiz

the crowd move to this side to get a closer look of the match d chong wei, hafiz game.

game against hafiz n chong wei

unexpected win...

thoughts...

just a sudden came thru me...
y do we have to hide our feelings and thoughts, n not let any1 figure it out?
could it be... tat we are afraid that people might explore the possibilities of hurting us? or everything will be fine when we put up a strong face, and letting go of the things that are bothering us?
yea.. i do argree that certain things need to be let go, but certain things we need to overcome it, no matter how hurtful the event is.
i got a fren. well... i could honestly say USED to be. he is a nice guy, USED to be very cheerful, 1 of our fren (in chinese v call. kai xin guo) always laughing. a gentleman. i USED to hang out with him very often. we would laugh n laugh non stop. he seems happy right, but what lays behind that face, that mind, we all wouldn't know. no one knows.
but lately he has change alot. he is alot more quiet, he starts avoiding ppl, or i could say, avoid our grp members and join other grps. i swear to god, i really don't know what happened to him. prolly is bcuz of a gal, n maybe is bcuz things happen in the past whereby he couldn't let go. i could only concluded this much, as he wouldn't open his golden mouth. if he did, just very brief .]

zzz.... i dont' know how to continue tis post. all i know is i'm puzzle with human characters, n what is goin thru their mind every min. n i'm gonna study psychology.
hahaha... am i really ready for tis course.

LOTUS

zzz... suppose to be studyin for my finals.. but end up in front of the comp. -__-'' realise i haven been bloggin lately. bz? erm.. guess so.. assignments haven been pouring it b4 my finals and workin during the nite time. nth to write? couldn't be, i got quite a few things in my mind, but just couldn't put it into words.

hmm.. i'll just tell ya bout my time workin in Lotus Penang nasi kandar, off jalan Ampang, opposite of Niko hotel. quite a few things happen to me thou, not tat smooth sailing tat i wish for.

aahh... i don't know where to start!!

kayz.. there are 2 schedules, 1 in the mornin 11-3, the d nite shift is from 7-12. i worked during the nite time, cuz thats when i'm free n after my class. while workin there, u could see alot of stuff, ppl from the white collar, blue collar, ppl not in those 2 catagories. wat i mean by ppl not from those 2 catagories? they're aunties, uncles, ah gua, ah beng, ah lian, ah ju, ah gao, ah mau... haha... just kiddin... the last few dun hav laa...

basically, my job is just to ask ppl to try out the new drinks available in the market. simple rite, easy money rite, but hella bored wei... especially takde orang.

to cut short the story, tis is the scene while i'm working at nite...

people comes to this restaurant to hav a drink..

or dinner, or just a place to chit-chat

many ppl used tis place to have gatherings, watch football together, discuss bout their biz plans (n tis is when i get halau most of the time). there's tis 1 particullar table, (no!! its not full of gals, i'm not tat kinda person k.. ) 3 men, they were there sitting from b4 i arrived for work bout 7, till i left, there are still sittin there. dunno wat they talkin bout also.

tis is durin the day time, when i spend most of my time hitting flies.

i've made a few indon fren there, they are really nice n funny ppl.

he's Elgius, a indian-indon. he's really nice, n gave me free meals while i'm workin at nite shift. he told me tat he's fed up wit life workin in tat restaurant, cuz there's no time for urself. imagine 12 hours a day. u'l be dead tired by end of the day, n u'l be sleepin even u hav ur off day. he plans to open a hp shop in indonesia aft his contract expire in 2 yrs time.

the epic durin my time workin there would be... i shouldn't be writing it here, but wat d heck. i got kacau by a ah gua. (regret wearing my ear stud tat time.) kena kacau sial. ask me so many questions, show me so many of SHIM stuff he brought for 2 bucks. *puke* n SHIM even ask me to got find SHIM for a drink, n say will bring me to SHIM place, n GUARANTEE will make me happy. *puke* *puke* *puke* *puke* *puke* *puke* *puke* *puke* *puke* *puke* *puke*

for the record, tat fella still owes me 10 bucks, SHIM say dun have money to buy clothes for SHIM uniform. ta ma de..!! kena persuaded to lend him money. he bloody forgot my name, padahal SHIM ask like a 100 times ledi. he foreva frankie, frankie..

SHIM: eh, wat's ur name r..?

kev: kevin

SHIM: oh.. kevin. eh, frankie, i like ur ear stud la.. shinning shinning 1. where u buy it r?

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kev: erm.. my fren bought it for me.

SHIM: oh okie... wat's ur name again? frankie r? how much u buy ur ear stud?

kev: no... it's kevin. n i dunno how much is it, my fren bought it for me.

SHIM: oh okie... i like ur ear stud la, they look nice on u... actually u also quite good lookin... unlike me old ledi.

kev: er..... (speehless)

SHIM: frankie, u guess how old am i?

kev: er... dunno?

SHIM: i old ledi la.. 50 somethin, but when i put up makeup, very pretty 1.

*puke**puke**puke**puke**puke*

d above conversation is real. i didn't make it up.

here d moment u hav been waitin for... SHIM!!!!

clap la abit... zzz.. -__-'' didnt dare to take d pic too close up, scat later SHIM peluk me to take pic wit SHIM.

there u go, my time workin in LOTUS. to me, its pretty interesting, n its quite an eye opener, n nice experience, excludin the incident being kacau by d ah gua.