Saturday, June 28, 2008

aimless job

i was about to type 'imagine...' but i've used it for both of my assignments as openings. so, just picture that a person walking aimlessly throughout the whole day, at the same place over n over again... at times really look like a soh lou, walking round n round the hypermarket serving the product. wu liao rite. but for $$ sake... hmm...

talk bout we must have a directional life . so ironic

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tis is my 'transport' to endless... wateva u wanna call it.



Siew Man sent 6/28/2008 12:49 AM:
just now went to mamak to eat roti diana, so full le
kevinS - says:
roti diana??
kevinS - says:
made out of wut
kevinS - says:
brains, ear rings, n make ups r =.='''
kevinS - says:
heh
Siew Man says:
the ingredients include pcs of fried chicken, vege n onion
Siew Man says:
the roti was mixed with egg, so look like pattaya
kevinS - says:
ooo
kevinS - says:
aiks.. not close at all
Siew Man says:
that mamak got roti michael
kevinS - says:
inside got put wut?


go figure...

Thursday, June 26, 2008

untitled

feeling agitated at the moment. don't know y.. but yea. probably because i just woke up?? urggh... hate this feeling.

just a recap with wat's happening...

went to take paycheck after social class. wasn't in the best mood thou. in fact, most of us never did. but what d heck, it's been over. just need to work bit harder i guess. hopefully.

after that, went to New Paris for lunch. the food there not bad thou, and it's not pricey. n off we went to 1U for movie.

bumped into a couple of friends at the cinema... and again at Padini after the show. oh.. b4 that, went bowling with mike. we finished the game b4 boon woei arrived. ha!

sent mike, didnt' want to go home, cuz it was probably jammed, so met up with aili for dinner, who was kind enough to teman me.

boring.nya... and i thought after handing up assignments can relax a lil.. but didn't really feel the kick of relaxation. it was just pure mundane stuff for the past couple of weeks. sharks.. shud have applied for intern. (regretsss)

just realize that my blog has been picture.less...




pic taken in bangkok, wet market river



my wallpaper in my laptop.


hmm.. not so picture.less anymore. =)

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

turn it ON

just woke up not long ago. thank god i finished most of bio paper before the weekend. otherwise, i probably be dead (only, and may just apply to me). i've just completed the final editing for my bio paper. hope it turns out okay.. usually i don't even bother to prove read after i type the last word, i'll just press the print button, or send it to mike to print for me.

i just completed 2 major assignments that consists 30% each. but yea, it's been a tiring, mind sucking, not sure whether is worth it kinda weekend. never been so gung-ho.

anyway, i don't know why the department of psych intro this Turnitin program. yea, it helps u to check whether u plagiarize not. and you can change your assignment after that. in a way, it forces you to do it early, (if you care bout ur marks) if not, i don't see any other purpose of it. but it doesn't apply in university abroad. u submit your assignment on the submission date, the tutor or lecturer will go thru it using a program to check whether there's any plagiarism. same thing here. only thing is, once your assignments are caught plagiarize, bye bye marks, hello plagiarize council members, and malaysia here i come. i'm serious. it's that serious.
but for our department, you probably need to turnitON, and once you manage to do so, and satisfy with YOUR performance, you will be graded with a results. in the end, this program makes everyone happy. (in a way)

******
think that's bout it. wanna sleep now. paying back my sleep debts. owe damn alot ledi k!!

NITEZ!!

Friday, June 20, 2008

how's assignment going on? .... no good!
finish ur 205? .... no laa!!
finish ur 208? .... no laa!!!

three consecutives NOs...

HELP!!!!

still got 2 days to finish social psy essay, and 3 days to finish bio psy essay. best thing is i haven't started social. DIIEEEE... 4000 words wei.. omgbbqgg lor..

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

i think i know..
yet, i don't.
i think i understand..
yet, i think i don't.
i think i finally could accept it..
yet, there was never a need to reject... at the very first place.

Monday, June 16, 2008

TMD

i'm damn pissed now... i don't know what's with me.. just feel damn 7 pissed! is it the effect of reading journals and staying home the whole day? no no... it's 2 days! i dont' know man. i just feel.. urgh!! TMD!

*punches the wall* aahh...

violent violence...i know. at least i don't hit people. or kill dogs, or cats. wait.. i've ACCIDENTLY killed 1.

f**k la.. god damn it!!

sabar kev..

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i was told that it's ok to tell white lies, for the benefit of mankind. (sound so honorable huh)

what about a person's principles... can it be to be broken??

Sunday, June 08, 2008

double post for the day... =)

just had a conversation with a friend of mine. she's going thru a tough time, in fact she's going thru this bumpy road for quite some time. things have not been rather smooth for her. all the things she hope for, all the things she dreamt off.. let's just say, it's kinda bleak at this very moment.

people around her seems to be treating her unfairly, two faced, ignoring her. i mean don't try to be noble when you can't live up to your own expectation, don't say things that 'i will be there, when u need me', and don't be someone you are not meant to be. that's just so wrong. it hurts really bad... it's like giving a person glimmer of hope; it's like providing torch, without litting it up.

it saddens me to see her in this situation. she deserve so much better. the things she have gone through, i think she does deserve it. but somehow, things didn't really go according to her plan. it's God playing with her? or is it fate that doing this to her? or is it the choices she made is not wise enough.

i wish i could contribute a lil more. but somehow... (self perception?) hmm...

my friend, if u ever read this, stay strong k! everything is gonna be alrite.

each moment

each moment of love,
each moment of giving.
each moment of joy,
is a moment of living.

each moment of anger,
each moment of lying.
each moment of vengeance,
is a moment of dying.

all our moments add together
like the digits in a sum,
the answer tells us plainly
whether life or death shall come

Sir Cecil Martin

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

i lurv bio

everyone seems to be studying for their mid-term paper. yet... i'm here blogging. geng la... don't dare to imagine...

haihz...

it's biology wei. i did so badly during my sec school, sorta told myself that i will never touch bio EVER again.

manatau, enter bpsych... got 2 bio papers. during sem 1, i fail my finals, and terpaksa retake my mid-term and final papers. u don't know how i suffered during that period of time.

now... need to sit for another paper. in 2 hours time. think bout it will gives me goosebumps. @.@

*cover face no eye see*

Monday, June 02, 2008

sign of desperation is kicking in...


control pls...